limbo

I am laying here in Torrance, I left my heart in Alaska, and I look in to the future and see no real plan for the first time in a long time. there are opportunities, just no certainties. My anxiety is a little high as we sit in limbo in a concrete jungle, where the pace is faster, people are less kind, and drivers don't know the rules. I know this is only temporary but its hard to live without orders in hand or at least a 'date'. I suppose now we are civilian that's how it will be. I am going to have to make best of this situation as I always have. Home is where you make home. Even in limbo.